The COVID-19 pandemic hit in early 2020, and, by March, the world was a different place.
Many of her friends thought she was in recovery, but that wasn’t true.
That part was true but I was covering up my relapses."

She continued: “I felt terrible about what I was doing.
“My life is amazing,” she toldPeople.
“I will have five years [of sobriety] in March.

It’s given me a lot of gratitude.”
“I know I was a mess during the pandemic.
I was not a fully functioning person.

I was awful.”
“I lost like 37 pounds because I am a stress starver,” she explained.
“I just stopped eating.
I couldn’t keep anything down.
I’ll be real honest about it.
The pandemic was not good for me.
On Jan. 17, she took to Instagram toannounce her engagementto boyfriend Mescal Wasilewski.