Shortly after, Matenopoulos discovered that she was pregnant.

I’m a monster," Matenopoulos told People.

Since giving birth to her daughter, though, motherhood has been an incredibly difficult journey for Matenopoulos.

Debbie Matenopoulos smiling

I had nine miscarriages," Matenopoulos told Kugel, perEntertainment Tonight Canada.

Matenopoulos also revealed that she spent years trying to conceive a second child.

I would lose them, always.

Debbie Matenopoulos and her daughter, Alexandra

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